oh my.. i just finished death note..
my heart feels damn heavy now..
waahh
the ending damn sad..
a sudden urge to cry..
for those who dun wanna get spoiled, dun read on..

walao.. light was damn clever in predicting near's thoughts
near nearly fell for it too if not for the mistake on mikami's part!
and heng he did tt or else kira would nvr be caught..
in the end, L still died, i thought he might be revived in some way..
but he din.
the ending song damn sad too..
i saw pre-deathnote light who was still only the genius in sch, not a murderer
as light ran past him, i can tell tt he's v v confused abt how things turned out..
and all these just bcos of some shinigami's boredom..
i've thought abt wad ryuk said b4,
whoever tt has used the notebook b4, will nvr have a happy ending..
and tt's so true,
think abt light, misa who committed suicide after light's death, takada, mikami and other random pple who've used the notebook..
they all died tragically..
only one person who possessed the shinigami eyes but nvr used it to kill -- light's father..
matsuda respected him a lot, i can tell..
and light at tt time, was still unrepentant and not remorseful at all..
i hated him more than anything then.. even more than when L died..
sigh~ so sad..
but later, he probably saw a little truth in near's parting words to him,
or he accepted things as they are and went away peacefully..

the notebook shouldn't have appeared on earth at all.
even if it does, it shouldn't be visible to humans..
it caused so much misery and so many deaths.. it's not even worth it..
many died in vain trying to capture the one person behind all the murders..
the one who was led astray by power of the notebook and by his own warped sense of justice..
just goes to show tt when pple are given more power, they tend to abuse it and be misled by it more than using it to make the world a better place..
the world light wanted to create is a world free of crime, but full of fear.
fear of kira, judgement, death.
kira is just a dictator like those in history, even similar to hitler, who killed jews to 'rid the world of filth' as he called it..
wad crap.
-.-

wah after saying all tt, i feel so much better!!
wahahahah thanks to all who read this post despite the potential spoilers.
you all may not even understand wadever i've written.. ahahah
sry for the incoherence, i'm just typing as i think..
heh now i may just start on dby..
(: